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Guilty Pleasure by xLief-Duivelx, literature

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Guilty Pleasure

It was unfamiliar, what Tsubasa woke up to that morning. Soft sheets, warm and inviting. They were unnerving, shifting against his bare legs uncomfortably. He shouldn’t be there. He knew he should leave, slide out unnoticed and make his way back to his own room, but fear kept him firmly planted. It was nauseating, an anxious feeling prickling in the back of his mind. The start of cravings, of regrets and temporary release. It was possible, maybe, that if he just stayed there, time would stay still. He could stay caught up in the moment, like the night had been before. The sheets could soften, feel more comfortable as he adjusted. He co

I am the Devil by xLief-Duivelx, literature

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I am the Devil

Tw ~ Mental health, bipolar mention, I am the devil in the eyes of humanity. I am malice under the eyes of unknowing friends, of distant relatives, and strangers on the street. I am lethal, I am dangerous, unpredictable like a cobra ready to strike. Without seeing my fangs, I am beautiful and graceful, royalty in a desert of sand. If you saw my true colours, red and black and deadly, you’d reel away in fear and a disgust. I’d drive you away with a single word, with a flood of things I can’t control. With the tar in my mouth and villainy in my brain, and the poison in my veins. I am among the victims, the soldiers of a war

Switch by xLief-Duivelx, literature

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Switch

Tw ~ Physical fighting, blood mention, Big, fat tears plummeted to the floor, making barely any noise as they soaked into the hardwood below. The floor creaked as a small figure shifted slightly in their hiding spot, causing them to freeze in a jolt of terror at just the small sound alone. Their whole body shook and trembled as they desperately tried to claw whimpers and sobs back down their throat, staring fearfully at the closed door to the room. They flinched at every sound, whether it was threatening or not, but for a few sparse moments, the wind outside was all they could hear mixed with their own panicked, breathing. They dared let out

Flatline by xLief-Duivelx, literature

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Flatline

Tw ~Death, Cancer mention, blood mention, Kade feels his hair stand on end every time the monitor spikes. It jolts up, his heart rate following as his hands grip the railing in front of the viewing window, as if they’d been fused together. He watches, eyes frantic as the doctors try to calm the violent palpitations of his husband’s heart. He doesn’t register the blood anymore, just the beeps and the sounds of the doctors hushed voices that follow. He teeters on the edge the whole time, feeling like he might faint or sob or both if the doctors don’t get things under control soon. They had made it so far, through so mu

Curiosity Kills by xLief-Duivelx, literature

Daughter by xLief-Duivelx, literature

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Daughter

Tw ~ Death, alcoholism, anxiety/panic attack, 42 Messages. 23 Missed calls. 5 New voice mails. Kade read the notifications drowsily, eyes squinted at the brightness emanating off the screen. He lifted himself into a sitting position on the bed, wondering who on earth could have been trying to contact him at three in the morning. He felt his lover shift beside him, face pressed gently into his thigh, as if tiredly asking why he had moved. Kade reached a soft hand down, pushing a few stray locks out of the other man’s face affectionately before he turned back to the matter at hand. He guessed it was probably just Mian trying to contact

Anxiety is a Killer by xLief-Duivelx, literature

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Anxiety is a Killer

Anxiety is a Killer. A killer of moods, a killer of emotions. Of minds And bodies And families And friends. Its silver forked tongue burrows its way into unwilling hosts, Arriving at the door uninvited and intimidating its way inside. It rearranges things and changes things, doubts ones thoughts and strangles ones words. It takes ones voice and mangles it into a beautiful tragedy that spills out of their mouth like an oil spill, Putrid and Rotten It twits and bends ones thoughts into mispronounced words of the language of conversation. It turns good thoughts into panic attacks, like a worm rotting an apple at its core. People try to oppo

The Sickness by xLief-Duivelx, literature

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The Sickness

There is a sickness in the way we think, a disease that spreads with every nasty comment we throw at one another; it festers and propagates with every passing judgment. It's because we think rejecting someone makes them shallow, but pursuing someone makes them desperate, because even the thought of choosing the type person that makes you happy will make you picky. It's because we think men catcalling women is a compliment, not harassment, even when the woman has hunched up her shoulders in fear, desperately making up excuses to make that man go away. It's because we blame our women for sexual harassment, that we tell them to cover up and a

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Guilty Pleasure by xLief-Duivelx, literature

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Anxiety is a Killer

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Aug 15
Canada
Deviant for 8 years
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Check out my beautiful queer platonic bae!!

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Favourite Movies

Zootopia, The Boy and The Beast, Moana, Spirited Away, How to Train Your Dragon, Pacific Rim

Favourite TV Shows

Yuri on Ice, Legend of Korra, In the Flesh, Gravity Falls

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Twenty One Pilots, Mother Mother, Awolnation, MrSuicideSheep

Favourite Books

The Giver, Karnival, The Book Thief, Amulet

Favourite Games

Legend of Zelda, Bio Shock, Borderlands, Yoshi's Island, Pokemon

Other Interests

Memes, Culinary Trades, Character Creation, Writing

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Nov 4, 2016

I like how all your stamps are super cutesy then I scroll down and your journal is there and I immediately see "Shit fam i'm not telling," and "Who fuckin knows"